Hi from NYC
I am exhausted, still recovering from a cold, but had a lovely Christmas and my grandma is still here with us so that’s a bonus.
I’m a 32 waist again and not eating cheese could’ve gone worse.
Hope those of you still here are well.
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Having Tumblr in my 20s helped me learn so much more about sexuality
than I ever could have on my own. Game-changing. Learning to love my
body, seeing different bodies, bodies that looked like mine, bodies I
desired. No place else on the internet was as encouraging about it.
It was really special to grow alongside friends who were learning the same lessons as well.
I learned that I really liked rimming, pits, nipple play, jocks, sneakers and football socks. Plus lots of leather. Plus some borderline furry shit. And I met hot international boys. Well done guys.
OMG, should we all jump on Slack?
What the hell is it
Realising how much I miss all of the people in my life and how hard it is to move to a new country.
Keep listening to “Because It’s In The Music” by Robyn and feeling really nostalgic. For my what my relationship was, for my friends, for Japan and England and New York.
I know it isn’t easy to move, but I didn’t expect such a hole in my heart.
I hope I can clear this knot in my throat someday soon.
In other news I wanted to see this boy when I’m home at Christmas and I feel so awkward trying to be like “I like you” and wow I want to hide in my bed forever
mr tumblr staff my nipples are male presenting it’s fine
Update from the west of France
Month and a half down in France and here’s what’s up. -bakeries are what is up -my colleagues son corrects my vowels for me -French grammar and irregular verbs remain really frustrating because I keep using Italian grammar by mistake :/ -got invited to give a talk in Austria and I don’t have to pay for transport or my hotel. That is a revelation. -guys are hot -except for all the dudes into chems on Recon (all of them) and guys blanking me elsewhere (all of them) -my hair is getting seriously long. Where will it stop? No idea -met a guy who has a stone knife in his room who does archaeology. Bae tbh. -my friend keeps teaching me dirty French words. I use them at dinner parties when people are like “were teaching him French.” Needless to say it’s a good party trick. Biffle is my current fave. -I’m giving so many talks. Yes. I’m pretty sure tumblr will die soon but keep in touch kids.
Ever since that shit with Katy Perry, I started saying “wig” as a joke but I can’t stop fucking saying it and my friends can’t stop saying it and my man can’t stop saying it. Like I’ll be goin on and on about something and I’ll finally stop talking and my boyfriend will just say, “ok…… wig” and we’ll both be like
Hi I’m officiating a bilingual wedding tomorrow. It’s outdoors and it’s gonna be near freezing. Travel is obviously insane case we got 6 inches of snow.
Lord almighty, pray for me.
Return to London
-Being back in London was fine. Saw some old friends. But super glad to be out of my old workplace.
-I miss my friends. I did get to help with trick or treating though!
-I had some leather photos taken. That was an intense trip. I’m pleased.
-Now in my old place picking up stuff in storage. But really it’s more like throwing things out. Two bags of charity stuff and two boxes of recycling.
-It hit me yesterday that I do really miss my life in England and that it wasn’t my choice to leave. (That said, I’m happy with my new life so far in France.)
Hope yall are well. Big hugs.
Good morning from Nantes. I’m staying in a colleague’s guesthouse/music room. It’s like 4 degrees. He’s got some synthesizers (which make me think of great 80s music) and a great book collection (if you’re a language nerd like me.)
Hope you’re all doing okay. I’m off to find coffee.